Thursday, 2 December 2010

Something New, Different, Broken

Happy Wednesday my lovelies I hope your day is going as planned with some good surprises tossed in as well, I know mine is YaY Me hahahaa..... So today it's all snowy out, who really likes snow other than looking at it, here in the city it becomes nasty, dirty, mush once on the ground well ANY WHOOOOO...... HAhahaa.... 
I'm going to do something a little bit different again.. So my friend from FVSU has a blog and wrote this really emotional poem I thought was definitely worth reposting, in my opinion at least.. I'd put up her link but she set that entry as private and you have to be accepted via read request or whatever it's called.. She doesn't want strangers reading her work and questioning her sanity or anything LoL, we ended up having a discussion where I tried to convience her to make it public but no no, she is letting me repost it and let her stay anonymous though so I'm a happy camper..




Break


...And it begins to break
Falling on the floor shattering into so many pieces that can't be ignored
All of them glimmering shinning
so many different colors all of these beautiful memories broken
You take them blame plead beg for forgiveness this time sorry just won't do
Someone's been hurt it's not you
...And it begins to break
No one will clean up the pieces 
No one will help mend the hurt 
Now people walk past stepping on all these beautiful memories that you two once shared
Tears fall down your face they can't fix a thing not this time
Not ever
Don't be selfish wrong again no crying over the hurt that's been done to you
It's useless like you wrong as always questioning
don't care hide your feelings swallow them up tight
...And it begins to break
The end is near like the storm clouds rolling over the horizon
These tears won't save a thing
That apology doesn't mean a thing
Thunder shakes the earth the shattered pieces quiver on the ground
Lightning  strikes destroying every last piece as you step back from the scene
You turn away fold into yourself numb broken useless
Dying
No don't be selfish take this blame hurt pain anger sadness
Carry it absorb it become it
...And it begins to break
Becoming this unrecognizable being as he takes control of you
Absorb it become it
Your his blame hurt pain anger sadness
Live it your useless selfish wrong no sorry will mend his hurt
You have no more to give of yourself 
Can't it's wrong nothing can be fixed mended or healed
Your dying as you try to breathe live
Don't be selfish all the hurt blame you become it as you begin to break






I hope you all enjoyed that I know I did, whoever her inspiration was well I hope he gets what he deserves insha'Allah.. So whether you all can repost it I'll have to ask her, so until next time I hope you all have a blessed day..


Peace & Blessings, That Black Girl




Sites for images:
Snowy Day
Sad Woman

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